There is just something about parents that really pisses me off. Not all parents, but many. Including my own. Sometimes you just need to be left alone, and they just don't seem to want to respect that. I need my space and my own responcibilities. I am out of this house in a year and a half, and they need to start preparing me for it.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night. And before I go back to bed I am crying. It's not because I had some type of bad dream; it's because I wake up to the sound of my parents fighting... alot of the time over me.

My mom recently got married to a new guy. His name is Mark. He is not my father, and he never will be, but he is my moms husband, and I have learned to respect him, and that fact. But he hasn't learned to respect me. He doesn't care how I feel. As long as I get punished for my mistaked, there is no problem.

Like I was saying, my parents fight alot. Over me! Im not saying its always my fault, but sometimes it is. And it makes me feel bad. If I do something wrong, like fail a class, i really don't need to be punished. That honistly just makes me do worse. I feel bad enough that I disapointed me mom, and thats the worst thing in the world to me. Disapointing my mom. She trys to stand up for me, but thats when the fights start, and she NEVER wins. He always has to be right, and the night ends with one of them sleeping on the couch, and me getting negative five hours of sleep.

Does anyone else have this problem??
I feel like im all alone in this world.